I know I haven’t used this tumblr page in a long time, but today I’m not afraid and I’m going to freaking tell you what I think. I cannot hold it in much longer. The world is disgusting me. Sure, there are wonderful people and places out there, but there is a world that people do not know about. I just talked to my best friends from elementary school, who is half Japanese and half Black and one of the best people I have ever met. We haven’t talked in 5 years and man, things have changed. I used to believe that Japan is a wonderful place filled with wonderful people and culture, but from what I heard in the last hour makes me extremely angry. Not only was there racism against a fellow Japanese person, but so much hatred, stupidity, and just straight up deterioration of culture, it makes me sick. I put so much faith into my country and this country, but failed to realize how f**king jerks people can be. He was hoping for a bright future and welcoming people in Japan, but instead received racism???? Are you f**king kidding me? WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH YOU JAPANESE PEOPLE. SH*T. I can insult my own race since I’m 100% Japanese. Anyways, are you guys really changed. This new younger generation disgusts me. No culture, or tradition, just pop culture and a bunch of jerks. Do you people even realize how sad that is? What happened to the Bushido Code and the samurais and their will to fight? HUH? What happened to family dinner and being nice to others and having justice. WHERE DID IT ALL GO? I admire adults, because they know and experienced things making them into great people. They didn’t start at a low-life position as much of you are now and they had a good idea. I don’t believe that Japanese people were capable of such things. I swear I believe in you guys. I wanted to go to Japan since everyone was so nice and loving back then, but now I change my mind. I love Japan for their culture and tradition, not for this pop culture and racism. Same goes for other countries, especially this country.
I love history and how things worked out; however, we’re heading toward a cycle where we will repeat history. Racism? Please. We ended racism a while back and even got rights and such. Why are we still racist? I can’t believe this. I’m going to tell everyone the exact reason why I left Terra Nova. It was a horrible experience that led me to severe depression. I know dark stuff. Whether you believe me or not is entirely up to you. I faced pain and racism and every type of problem that low-lifes give me. I know some hardships of life, that some of you guys will never face. The fact is, Terra Nova has good and bad people. I made good friends there, and I also had people that were just plain arrogant. I understand how your community works and I understand I’m not similar to you guys since I am Asian. However, that does not give you the right to insult me, my culture and do that to anyone else. I am luckily out of that depression state because my new school has diversity. DIVERSITY. I have been shown love and respect and I am not optimistic and much happier.
Going back to the situation at hand. I believe there are many great people out there, but there are also the great amount of ignorant, arrogant, idiotic, racist, or just plain jerks out there. Why must people face this? I hate hate hate hate hate this. Why cannot we all live in peace and happiness. Why must we argue over small and stupid sh*t and get into trouble. Why do we have to make stupid decisions that f**k up our lives? SERIOUSLY PEOPLE! I am outraged by what has been going on. I understand the feeling we have as Japanese people. I admit, we do look down upon others and think we are the best. I know that feeling and I can’t say I haven’t look down on certain people, but only with justified reason. It was the way they acted or did things. NOT by some stupid reason as race or appearance or anything. Grow up people. All of you people who think I’m bullsh*tting this, go ahead and hate, I don’t give a single f**k. I honestly hate swearing, but this matter is just outrageous. Furthermore, what is this stupid culture transformation we are going through? Bleached hair, stupid googly eyes, arrogance, video games, pop music, skinny and good-looking appearances? Really? Have you no shame? What happened to being proper and being strict and honorable. I swear the people I meet these days are too afraid of things, yet say things that they cannot handle themselves. You guys can act so cute and innocent, but have the devil’s mind. I honestly hate how Japanese people are turning out to be. I love Japan. Don’t forget that. I love the parts where there is rich culture and it’s wonderful, but I cannot accept this change. Our race is slowly dying out. Sad, but true. Why don’t we learn our culture and tradition and teach it to our younger generation rather than being arrogant and showing hatred for others?
And the rest of the places in the world. What the hell? Stop trying to be overly-fashionable or somebody you are not. I understand that people want to get somewhere in life, but there is no reason to rush or push other people down to get there. Everyone has a chance to shine and will if they do the right things. Justice and determination along with happiness and intelligence are key to life. I know I have said a bunch of things and I am sorry if I offended anyone. I do not wish to cause an argument whether I am right or not, but I have my own opinions and I needed to say this. I love the world and all the things about it, but we all must stop being so arrogant, racist, jerks, etc. We need to accept diversity, culture, and tradition instead of becoming a fake person. For those reading, please try to be a great person and not just someone that will be remembered as a jerk. I also thank anyone reading this, since it was so critical and opinionated, I guess. Have a wonderful night/day.
